BACK IN THE BLOG WORLD

hy everyone. Today i finally started to write my blog here. First stuff here written were one year ago and i won't be back in that state of mind lol. This year started so fresh and new for me so from now on i will write only good things. What will al be about here? About life, love and ofc music. I'm a huge P!nk fan and i realized that i haven't written anywhere nothing about my admiration for her and how to be honest she , her music and all my Pinkis ( aka Pink twitter fans from all over the world ) changed my life complitely over the last year. There were good times, very good times, which after that "Peek" went in very bad times...i know what that was and you know what that was...but we simply choosed to forget and looking back now that was one hell of a good idea okk but all together i have very interesting new friends now and we are all Pink fans. Thank to nowdays technologies we managed to become and stay very good friends despite the fact that we never saw each other lmao never mind there is first time for anything so they say :)
I was Twitter junkie for a 6 months , talking all nights and days about all possible. That were so good times. But as all changes so my obsession with Twitter stopped and now even if i have good will to go there i can't stay more then 20 minutes:( Sometimes i just wonder how we managed to stay all night there before??!!
But i just peek from time to time to see what is really happening with Pink and all her crazy fuckers aka followers.Ok that is all for today, have to make my mind in which direction will this blog go to be interesting for me and maybe for some lonely soul that will read this haaaaaa
ciao world
"How do we get so mean, how do we just move on??"

it a problem...or just a little patience

Today i'm so sad 'cause can't watch the Grammys live , 'cause i'm been living here .yes here, no live for me sucha huge fan of music and people with f*#king good attitude. Never mind, is a good exercise of patience until we'll broadcast the award show in cutted version for poor countries like mine.joke!i like living here but nothing important for me i can't watch, like  season 5 of "LOST".HELLOU croatia wake up and buy good tv stuff not just a re-runs of everything. okey , i channeld my frustration in this blog so i can now write something interesting for reading..or can I do that?
i have always wanted to write a book but there is a so much confusion going on all the time in my head that i can't yet bring it to the paper, especially in english, not my mother language..rememeber CROATIA again ( HOPE THAT THE PEOPLE EVEN
know where are we anyway...) can always google it for those from other universe. i don't know what am i talking about today....so i will return to where i start....yes can't watch Grammys , but not so sad anymore...just hope that PINK would win and half the world will be happy..spacially her.ROCK ON!!!
sada idem , ionako nema baš previše smisla...YOU'RE RIGHT THAT WAS CROATIAN!!!hahaha kisses and love

FINALLY CHANGE

Yesterday i went to see a so very good musical/comedy, some Croatian stuff and i was amazed about the performance .what a different approach to theme and that connect of body language and movement included all in some well known story of life.can't explain different. so good.and after that i woke up this morning confused ( as usual) and so happy about the day. strange feeling, didn't happen in a long time. after all , everything now is going the way it should and i think that this story of my life at this point could leave in one big happy end, at least for some time.meanwhile, always searching for a new job, waiting for my big chance that i hope is still to come...haha maybe i 've overslept it...JOKE!!!!! sun is shining, it's cold and in that mood i will finish my thoughts that i wanted to share with the rest of the world.yeah, like someone read this.never mind, i'm amusing myself just to write..my therapy after all.

GOOD DAY ...FOR A CHANGEE

i haven't sad anything clever in days and expect the world to find me..theat's very bold. Writing in English because i want to be understood by lots of people. Now got to go out with a dog, be back to finish the today's story...

WHY ME?

ALL OF THESE DAYS I'M WONDERING ABOUT MYSELF AND MY LIFE AND MY PURPOSE IN THIS F@KING WORLD. what kind of time has come that you can satisfy anybody because you can't change the things which are out off your range. that pisses me off .people are used to see the result of your deeds but i can't speed up the time.it was so different in my 20's, you just LIVED, don't get the wrong impression that i'm crying for my youth 'cause i'm 35 now so I'M NOT THAT OLD, but when you  haven't fulfilled  all the expectations (usually even not yours), you're in some way strange.Good, give me money to run away to find my own destiny and to enjoy the life on my own.A little melancholic post but tomorrow sun will shine again...OR NOT.

"I learn to be brave in my beautiful mistakes..."  

EVERYTHIONG IT+S HAPPENING...REALLY

totalno me bone još ove neke stvari oko twittera i blogova.znam kasnim u fazi, ali nije loša stvar onaj twitter , samo kaj bi ja pričala sa kim ja želim,anyway, nothing special in my universe today , doing my time on PC haha and all day doing something što je dobro za moju ponekad zaboravljenu psihu.čudan period, ide nabolje, pa ga nekak slažem da na nešto sliči.the things that helps me are not important to anybody that me-+.. a little problems with čonzy downthere..but that's me love me or leave me...you know have that goews...sutra ću se razbacati po nekim tupim razgovorima, ali nikad ne znaš!!??eda ne znam zapravo zakaj sam ja počela uopće sa ovim blogom. za sada još uvijek vježbam tipkanje......NOR  gud najt worls see yeah hope soom ako me moja draga glava ne odvede na neke druge stranice ove mašine...stvarno se hoćeš mijenjat??????mislim sa ipak ne.   love to all by

another monday in my life

I'm sitting here in my room and can't convince myself to strat looking for a new job.I have to , I know. Sometimes can understand anymoore how much time has too passs to let something finallly go. This is my year i feeeeel it. My first blog EVER.....ROCK ON ...by by